Saturday 0320am

Hey!! :))

I'm back blog freak!! GoOdMornaa! :-)

I'm in a emotional feeling right now, I have no idea what should i do, everything i do i always make things worst. I'm a worst person huh!?

I hate when thinks go so wrong and i can still be this strong to fight this pain.

I may always make everything go so wrong but it all end up torturing myself.

My parent kinda hate us fighting, every night when things goes wrong. My parent sees me like this make them wanna stop me by calling you all night. They wanna save our relationship because they it almost a lot of time night time i always had a fight with you. Seriously i wanna reduce calling you because i myself wanna get far from this hole disaster happened. Hmm ~

This question keep bothering me

Am i gona last with you? or Am i gona stop there, exactly right there?

Which it true, i have no idea.

I sometime think that im proud to be in love with somebody this long, im proud of myself that i can really hold this relationship after years and years but im not proud of myself for being an ass.

Hmm

What should i do to make thinks right? *how many tyme i keep saying this shit* "Even i myself getting bored with it"

Is this the end? or is the last? *hmm*

hais ~

Start New

It been a freaking long time I didn't share any of my feeling here huh.

No one knows that weather I'm still using this blog or not.

I know i may change my blogskins into a lamer skin ever but for what i know searching for a nice skin sucks, this is a blog that i can let it out n then save and then sign out right. So why bother huh!? Lols

K let start people...

So have u heard i found someone new in life now, his perfect and everything. I really do love him. We been together almost 10 month.

Wow!! seriously wow,

I never ever been in a relationship this long. This time the feeling i had is aint the same, this feeling that i had towards this cute, handsome and charming men is really strong. I love him so much, seriously.

I use to like this guy name Johan for like 4 and half years, then this cute, handsome and charming Men appeared in front of me. Seriously because of my heart towards johan really faded.

That amazing men is Muhammad Shahril, he been patience with me, and me too. Our relationship may have Up and Down but whatever it is we know that we are strong. We will always go trough it together.

I hope after what i learn from every mistake, i learn from it. I will do everything it take's to make things right, because i know i want to safe this relationship Our relationship.

I wish and hope that our relationship could go far ~

The End

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